One year ago today my friend Stacey went to heaven. I have waited for this day with much apprehension, thinking that I would have a really hard time and wondering how I should spend the day. The day is almost over and I have come to realise many things. First, today does not feel any different than yesterday, there were no overwhelming emotions to mark this one year anniversary, which surprised me. I have spent much time reflecting, but it has not been a "bad" thing. I have grown so much over the past year and my life has changed in many, many ways. I don't really want to go into all of it, but I do want to say that I have peace. God has provided, and I am looking to the future with eager anticipation. I miss Stacey so much, but I can not quit living. Stacey will always play a very important part of my life, she has left her imprint on my heart and for that, I am forever grateful. There are only a few people that come into your life and have such a profound impact as Stacey has had on me.... I miss my beloved friend.
All the black and white pics were taken by Julee Brown, she is a wonderful photographer and a good friend. The picture of Stacey's husband Aaron and daughter Peyton was taken just a few weeks ago. It is a beautiful picture of Stacey's legacy...
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Congratulations on making through the day! I knew this day would be difficult for you. I know how much Stacy and her friendship means to you.
I am proud of you that you have not let the memory of Stacy keep you from living today. You are a wonderful mommy and friend partly because of the influence of her. You have shared so much about her that I feel like I know her and I am sure we would have been friends too.
I am grateful that the situation moved you here and our family has had the opportunity to know you and Grace. I am blessed to call you my friend.
Thank you Carol for sharing your friend Stacy with us.
You and Stacy have a rare gift-true frienship, and that is something that Grace will learn from you; valuing friendships and making the most of every moment in life.
Another lasting legacy....
We all miss Stacy very much. She touched everyone she met, and she continues to touch people she hasn't met with her beautiful spirit. I can't wait to see her again.
I was thinking of you yesterday and prayed for you too, since you shared the day before about this anniversary. I am glad you made it through the day fairly easily. I am also glad you are here with us now :)
glad you made it! =D
well here is an idea pool party at your place during the day and movie party at my house in the evening!
=]
-Tori
thanx for spending that day with me and nathan!!!! it means a lot!!!
Carol,
You are doing an amazing job at letting the difficult things in your life be a catalyst for growth. Just as Stacey left an imprint on your heart, you are doing the same for others. I admire your heart friend!
I think of you often!
~Jamie
I have thought of you often this last week. Grieving the loss of one you love is one of the most difficult things we face on this earth. This kind of grief is born out of deep love, which is an amazing gift. I am thankful that you have allowed God to use this experience to grow you.
Love ya,
Beth
Thank you for sharing, Carol. Just think, if you had let your grief stop you from really living, none of us would know what a special person Stacey was and how many blessing she left behind. I am glad to know you and to know a little glimpse of Stacey and the impact she had on your life.
ditto to my mom!!!!
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